I am 20 weeks and this has been the longest 5 months ever! I am so excited to say that I am back to life and feeling great (as for now). I'm still feeling a bit nervous just thinking about having 4 kids running around. I was just feeling like I was on top of my game.... I had it down.... and then this sweet little blessing came into our lives. We haven't decided if we are going to find out the gender or not. We had an ultrasound 3 weeks ago, but we didn't want to know, and now I have another ultrasound on Tuesday and I hope I don't become weak. I just think it might be fun to try something different and have it be a surprise. Everyone always asks if this pregnancy is different from the others so that maybe the gender will be different, but I don't believe in all that. I already have 3 girls and the pregnancies were all soooo different! We all took a poll at FHE to see what we think the baby is... Mya said "For sure it's a girl Mom. That's just what you make." That made me laugh! Celine wants a boy so bad that we might have to get her therapy if it's not. Liv says she wants a boy and a girl. I have to remind her each time that I'm not having twins (thank goodness). So now she says "We only have one baby, but I want a boy and a girl." I guess she will be happy ether way. Smart girl! Jeff and I have absolutely no idea what it is. I got all my girl stuff out yesterday and started looking through it to see what I will need if it is a girl, and to weed out the old clothes. If it's not a girl I will for sure be cleaning out my stuff. I guess we'll see what happens Tuesday... will I be strong and not find out??
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I'm also thinking this pregnancy might be a surprise, too. I'm worried, like you, that I won't be able to be strong during the ultrasound -- I love to know these kinds of things, but then again, the surprise might be way cool. Anyway, good luck! You can do it!
Congratulations!! 4 really isn't that different then 3!! You're used to being out numbered with three so after that you could add more and more and it's pretty much the same. Hopefully your babe sleeps better than mine, that's been the killer for us! Keep us posted :)
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